oh nooo

things aren't good

am i bipolar? am i just on a caffine high, high from ritilin and anxious?

I don't know

i just don't know

i cant study

im going to fail

i can't study at all.

i feel so crazy and frustrated. every noise makes me want to break something or scream

i don't feel like writing this is helping

oh my god

maybe i am manic right now. maybe i'm not. but because of all this, i cannot study at all. I can't. I don't care if i fail. i don't want to do anything. i don't know!!!

oh no

i feel so much. I think so much.

I can't concentrate.

I can't even verbalize.